Thinking back

While that's what people like me do when their lives have suddenly gone static, redundant and monotonous. Did some thinking over the last few days regarding my relationship with Danny. Have to say it has change a lot. Grew to love each other, hate each other at times, learn to kiss and make up, repeat the mistakes then kiss and make up again...phew! We've come a long way...

Just day before yesterday we had an arguement over something i now consider petty. Dunno why i picked on him over such a thing when i clearly know he's like that and that i did not have a problem with it last time, when we first started our relationship. Then i thought. I must have taken him for granted. Expected him to solve the clues i dropped him knowing that he could not for the simple reason: He's a GUY; not a GIRL! i think this is the biggest problems in most relationships. Girls expect guys to know everything and guys do not know everything even though they sometimes pretend they do out of ego.

I love Danny with all my heart. There have been times and there will be times again when i will think we are not meant for each other and that our relationship will never work out. But somehow, God gives me the strength to carry on and reminds me that every one is perfect and that we always have to give some sometimes. I know my dreams for the perfect guy can never come true. Well, it isn't shocking cause my dream guy has blue eyes and blonde hair and is totally romantic! But then again i wouldn't want someone like that if he doesn't love me the way i'm experiencing love from Danny now. His love for me has no boundaries...just like God. He may have flaws that i find it very hard to tahan sometimes. But i have mine too. And to think and he can accept me just the way i am makes me want to accept him just the way he is.

I know God put us together for a reason. So that we can teach each other and help each other grow. I also know that as long as we have God as the focus of our relationship we are alright :-)