Some things, you just can't have

Sometimes, things don't go the way you want them to. You wish one thing and you get another. But still you heart does not seem to let go. You lay secretly wishing that things will return back to the way you want it to but you know clearly it won't happen. But still you think there's nothing wrong with wishing.

Then better things happen to you. You are happy for a while thinking that you're over with what u had in your heart before. But it's still there...somewhere embedded in you heart. And then you start wishing again hoping that what you wish this time will not hurt you but make you happy...